I’ve been trying to do some reflection work since December and for some reason it hasn’t been happening until last night.
Something hit me as I remembered where I was this time last year. I honestly think its cause of the Mercury retrograde that starts next week. I love/hate Mercury retrograde.
This time last year I was afraid, alone and confused. I wanted to leave the situation I was in but was thinking of everyone else’s reaction and forgetting about what I wanted. I was scared of what people would think of me, how people will put me in a stereotype divorcee box, I was basically thinking of everything that would go wrong and what I couldn’t do; instead of finding solutions to what I needed to do to be happier. When things got harder the universe forced me to look at my happiness and push through.
Fast forward today, and wow I’ve come so far. Thank you, color. I would like to specifically thank orange, violet and navy blue for where I am today.
Orange helped me deal with my emotions of pain. You showed me the way to my inner feminine wisdom when I was lost, homeless and scared. Orange, you sent me beautiful souls to help give me a home, and gave me strength through the difficult time I was in. Orange, you also taught me that I can love again and find my way back to my heart after pushing myself to be an emotionless wall to survive the crazy roller coaster of getting a divorce.
Violet, you were my protector, you showed me my strength and gave me stronger faith that I am not alone. There is a universe and a loving god behind me, supporting me all the way by giving me miracle after miracle. As I connected with violet my faith and hope grew stronger even at my darkest moments when I felt everything is just gonna fall apart. Violet, you gave me hope and showed me that I can make the right choices for myself and I do know what I need for myself.
Navy blue, I hated your appearance in my life. You pushed me so hard and gave me the discipline to stay on track with the color recipe, with my job hunting, and with waking up every day to look for my happiness in the smallest things. Navy blue you showed me my strength over and over each time I wanted to give up my decision to stick to my independent life. Each time I thought of running back home to my family to protect me like a little girl.You forced me to find love in my passions and give them structure.
Navy blue, you pushed me to do the nitty and gritty to build the base to my beautiful life now. Thank you for being that harsh teacher we all hate but by the end of the semester, we adore cause of the shifts we made.
Colors keep guiding me every day to a better life, to manifesting my dreams. Color changed my life as it became part of my everyday life.
When you make color part of your everyday life, learn to sense it and understand how color is guiding you towards your own happiness. You will live a more fruitful life that is your life not anyone else’s.
You can start that with a color reading from me to understand what your colors are telling you. this valuable reading is important to you if you want to start your color journey to a beautiful life that you love.
A color reading will reveal to you how is your life affecting you on a subconscious level. it will tell you how the outside energies are affecting you. It will show you the way to deal with different aspects, how to make the good great and how to turn the not so good around.
Love and Color,